poems of gerry la londe-berg

  • A poem for Ally

    I am fulfilled each morning at dawn
    Because inspiration for poems are spawned
    When sun on horizon begins to glow
    Some mysterious juices begin to flow
    Possibilities for creativity emerge
    Weaved in my mind a collection of words
    Inspiration comes from every which way
    Mulled in my mind to emerge each day
    From dreams and impressions I find
    New ways of expression here in my mind
    Unique way of being as part of this world
    A unique way of seeing how thoughts have unfurled
    It took time to evolve this wonderful view point
    Now I can’t help myself, there’s always a new point
    Happy to tell you from so far away
    You can do this by rhyming what you say
    I’ve practiced for years to get to today
    And your words will emerge in the way that you say
    The things that you think and the process pursued
    Emerge as the words expressing you
    To become the poet and person words let you be
    It all evolves in the way that you see.

    <><><><><><><> 02/10/23

  • sacred intention

    At dawn
    the leftover flames of the night
    are blown out
    the dreams we encountered
    dissipate like smoke
    whatever comfort and warmth was gathered
    in the space of sleep
    moves on
    to another space
    where the vitality of the new day
    is manifest
    renewal as the planet turns
    and the possibilities unfold
    Hope springs up
    on the horizon
    as only the sun
    can bring
    the spirits of ancestors
    who walked near us
    in the darkness
    are not meant to be seen
    in the light
    yet they guide us
    and teach us
    each step of each day
    whether we attend to their wisdom
    or pray
    sacred intention held in the night
    sacred intention held in the light
    sacred intention held in the heart
    in goodness and kindness
    we become part
    of history
    each day
    of our own lives
    remember that which was
    left after night
    hold to intention
    with each breath
    each day
    every step that we take
    every word that we say
    the secrets in hearts
    can lead to sublime
    results
    of sacred intention

    <><><><><><><> 02/08/23

  • in the still lightness of being

    In the still lightness of being

    Among the trees the life forces flow
    they respond to the wind
    but they do not consider that
    the trees could ever control the wind
    they grow and bend
    in the still lightness of being

    Across time the trees grow strong
    great mass of treeness emerges slowly
    each branch holds to the trunk
    and with each day
    and each windstorm
    becomes stronger
    in the still lightness of being

    Across space the roots intertwine
    Sharing wisdom and nourishment
    In the deep quiet spaces
    Where they touch and entwine
    Wordlessly communicating
    The love of being together
    in the still lightness of being

    Up on the horizon trees reach for the clouds
    from a distance they can be seen atop mountains
    looking like a jagged edge of the earth and sky
    trees rising to the sun
    foliage from afar looks jagged
    but upon close inspection
    manifests the strength
    born of time and wind and growth
    together
    in the still lightness of being

    Life forces ebb up striated trunks
    Invisible power flows from earth to sky
    communicated slowly
    to those who would listen carefully
    recognizing connection of all things
    under the ground of being
    brought on by the still light

    <><><><><><><> 02/08/23

  • As heaven’s beams now seen

    Being in the fullness of light
    From the branches in the sky
    to the roots in the Earth
    Life pulsing through the trunk
    all driven by the focus of light

    Light through limbs raised up
    Gathering the joy and heartbreak
    as they come
    Bearing gifts seen and unseen

    Light speeds in at miraculous speeds
    Passes through the shadows revealing
    As heaven’s beams now seen

    “In this world and the next, in an ecstasy without end.”

    <><><><><><><> 02/06/23

  • in the glory of sunrise

    In the quiet of the dawn
    Hope opens up her eyes
    To look upon a new day
    in the glory of sunrise

    Hope had been down to dreamland
    aroused by sun about
    to dawn upon a new day
    in the glory of sunrise

    Hope arose on fierce some wings
    to look upon the land
    Wishing she could see her love
    in the glory of sunrise

    in the glory of sunrise
    in the glory of sunrise
    in the glory of sunrise

    Hope danced across the earth
    spinning round and round.
    holding gaze for lover’s face
    stepping spinning round

    Hope spinning round
    Rejoining with the ground
    of being
    being in the spinning
    in the glory of the dawn

    Rejoining Hope was found
    in the glory of the ground
    mother earth will hold again
    Hope lying on the ground

    in the glory of sunrise
    in the glory of sunrise
    in the glory of sunrise

    <><><><><><><> 02/03/23

  • the optimist in love

    One of the most dangerous things in the universe may be an optimist in love.

    There are no risks too great when you see the outcome’s possibilities.

    Simultaneously, there are no risks too great when you ignore the possibilities;

    jumping forward into the abyss of shared hearts is just one of the best possibilities there is.

    The amount of beauty and joy that is available will transform every thought into something good in the mind of the optimist in love.

    <><><><><><><> 01/26/23

  • A Poem about Poetry

    Poetry sings with joy
    And it dances with sorrow
    Expresses what is in our hearts
    Each day and tomorrow


    Poetry blends our feelings
    Gently in our mind
    Expressing thoughts as things
    Giving meaning to all we find


    Poetry is ours each day
    If it recognizes the moment
    Lifting up our gratitude
    Giving relief in our torment


    Poetry plays with words
    Twisting rhymes and rhythms
    Until the magic just appears
    Bringing forth as words given


    Poetry laughs just right
    Captured hearts rejoice
    When words together
    Become our common voice


    Poetry blooms and sometimes dies
    Beauty in morning when it’s given
    Glory in hearts when it flies
    Eloquent in its vision


    Poetry holds gratitude love and joy
    Mourning sometimes best expressed
    When memories needed telling
    Thus poetry bringing souls to rest

  • sitting in a dark room

    sitting in a dark room
    considering light
    consider the space
    and consider our plight

    sitting in a valley
    way down below
    under the mountain
    where we might perchance go

    from the depths formed by rivers
    mountains carved by streams
    water through earth delivered
    like thoughts left from dreams

    no glow in the dark
    nor flash in a mist
    fully illuminates the possible
    only giving a glimpse.

    as in dreams or a journey
    each explores soft edges of light
    and the inside of darkness
    holds some insight

    revelations anew
    portend blessings we are now seeing
    to find the illusive
    truth of all being

    although darkness may comfort
    or light warm the soul
    held nearest our heart
    is love as the goal

    love transcends darkness
    and compassion illuminates
    winding path forward
    to heaven’s welcome gates

    a gate to goodness we seek
    journeys’ guides hold us
    in mysterious faith and eternal trust
    our seeking emboldens

    goodness tumbles out
    like rivers to ocean
    a true secret shared
    all life needs such motion

    traveling as drops in a stream
    and then life’s winding river
    all the hopes in our time
    and sorrows delivered

    to places of healing
    missions of glory
    as each one of us
    seeks out our own story


  • For William and Michela and Olian

    The second poem, by Kalia Mussetter, was written for his memorial service

    (after ā€œFor Damien and Twylaā€)

    I hate what this world has done to you,
    Wanderers with no home.
    Deserted in your own community
    by those who should love and guide and support you

    Children of our times
    A woman of 24 tender years
    A man of 36 years
    Ground into less in the space of distress

    Children in the dust
    Then adults in this bitter world
    God save you. And God save us

    Tears flow like rain on the redwoods
    The sadness of those who don’t even know you
    Does not know the depths of despair
    which will haunt those of us who do

    My Christmas joy now bitter and bleak,
    when the middle of the month will bring you to mind
    all the days of my life

    To think of a kind young woman from my past,
    who lost her children to despair
    Then died at the crazed hands of a drug addled man

    Or a man who only wanted to be good – And was
    But lonely and in search of community
    He let the wrong person in

    My sadness is like the cold of a winter night
    Wandering with unshorn feet
    God save you. And God save us

    The little heart of a child should not know such darkness
    Nor should the person with no pillow or door come to this
    Perhaps you have transformed to what you were to be

    But the tired heart of your genuine community
    carries the weight of your lost lives

    We are not responsible for you,
    we who are sent to respond to you
    Or are we?
    Your parents could not have foreseen this
    Or could they?
    Your God could not save you
    Or did he?

    Like the summer monsoon in the barren desert.
    Or the cold winter night living outside.
    Our tears, both silent and weak, are for you

    Can tears and heavy thoughts be salvation?
    We hate what this world has done to you,
    Our friends from the street
    Who shared your hopes and dreams

    You were the people of the tender and the bitter years
    The people in our hearts.

    Photo by Pocho Sanchez Strawbridge, 2019

    As We GoĀ  For William Woodard

    By Kalia MussetterĀ Ā  1-14-2023

    Into the arms of light

    my soul will glide

    like the silver fish shedding

    the smaller creek for the larger river;

    my fins will flash in that moment,

    current flowing me

    from little waters into big—

    soft, soft my body will be,

    little shell left on the shore—

    all is well,

    my soul remembers

    And then a mere babe I will be

    resting gentle in the blanket

    of this new place—

    wet at first in the churn away

    from my dear body—

    soft, soft

    I will feel,

    tender colors all around,

    green and gold laughing 

    their delight,

    love with my name

    in its mouth

    Into the deep of light

    I’ll fully wake,

    ancestors open faces smiling

    into me anew,

    old earth slumber shaking

    from my eyes—

    soft, soft

    these moments will be,

    warm hands helping,

    slowing down a bit

    the full and spacious glory

    Finally in all recognition

    stretching the limbs

    of my unbound freedom,

    in brightening song

    my new adventure will begin—

    the tribe of my soul a murmuration

    dancing all a new dance—

    slow at first then finding ease

    I’ll enter fully in

    soft, soft

    my Creator’s welcome will be

    fulfilling all joy

  • Questions? => cleaning out the notebook

    What does a sound feel like?
    What does a glance trip over?
    How many cups does it take?
    How far is over there?
    How near is dear to my heart?
    How many times is too many?
    How does it feel to get over it?
    Has the sunshine brightened or dimmed?
    Can a walk get us there?
    Has the memory healed?
    Has the truth been told?
    What or how or how many?
    When did you realize?
    Can real eyes see through?
    Has the darkness touched the dawn?
    Where is it?
    How many is too many?
    How many is enough?
    When did time slip away?
    Where did it go?
    Can time come back?
    Is there delight in midnight?
    How do you know?
    When do you realize?
    What are too many tries?
    What would Jesus do?
    Can fishes walk on water?
    Had time gone by?
    What can be done in order to try?
    When do questions end?

    ><><><><><><><><><><><><><><> 7/15/22