
Color changes trees
Like life inevitably
Grace and wind blow through
Author: Gerry
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September 17, 2013
Another week of dying
Another week of crying
Another week of wondering, where do we go from here
Another week of drinking
Another week of thinking
Another week of silent desperation for the joy that has gone away
Another week of living
Another week of giving
Another week of hoping for the miracles of a small kind
Another week of moving
Another week of loving
Another week of life through a hazy future present
<><><><><><><><><><><><><><><> 09/06/13Worst day of my life
Cookies and beer for dinner
Empty space beside me
<><><><><><><><><><><><><><><> 09/10/13Gray days early Fall
Breathe of life through wind blown trees
Spreading mystic dreams
<><><><><><><><><><><><><><><> 09/11/13Smiles and kisses
Dreams and schemes
Plans and hopes
Made up this thing
Random lucky breaks
And hard work and sweatSmiles and kisses
Dreams and schemes
Happy children
Long days and sleepy nights
Words and looks
Things from booksSmiles and kisses
Dreams and schemes
Days of caring
Days of sharing
Lifetime legacy
After all thisSmiles and kisses
Dreams and schemes
Hopes and visions
Small changes
Big changes
Major setbacks
Lived through with grace and staminaSmiles and kisses
Dreams
Dreams foregone and fulfilled
Schemes aplenty
But mostly simply
Being
Being together
Through all thisSmiles and kisses
Simple joys
Happy dinners
Sons all grown
All of them sharing
Smiles and kisses
Smiles and kisses
<><><><><><><><><><><><><><><> 09/11/13It’s not about fighting. It’s about being. Therese
<><><><><><><><><><><><><><><> 09/11 13Precious time
With hope in mind
Of love that never diesLight of days
will always stay
in hearts and minds they saywhen we were young
and nights were long
joy was born through youPrecious time
With hope in mind
Of love that never diesAs time went by
Our children’s lives
Filled days and nights, we twoJoy in learning
Ever burning
And toys and laughter tooPrecious time
With hope in mind
Of love that never diesGrowing together all our days
adversities intruded
But never once in all that time
Was discouragement includedPrecious time
With hope in mind
Of love that never diesFidelity through thick and thin
Was all we ever needed
And better or worse
As wedding verse
Was lived as days
Moved past unheededPrecious time
With hope in mind
Of love that never diesAs fate had its say
In final days
And strength gives way
In struggles
We’ll always know
Wherever we go that
Precious time
With hope in mind
gives life, not death,
its beauty.
<><><><><><><><><><><><><><><> 09/11/13Another good day
To be sad and glad inside
We are like that now
<><><><><><><><><><><><><><><> 09/18/13

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A poem was found on the back of a recipe
(A poem was found on the back of a recipe in the back of the black journal.
In the margin it said, “What is free in the midst of the attack?”)In this moment
It is right here
The beauty of being human
is our ability
To know and reflect
On what is here
Right nowWhat is here and right now?
The unknowable grace
That has revealed itself
In you
Through youThere are lots of opportunities
To discover
What is at peace
In each moment
Finding what is revealed
In an ordinary moment
In the most extraordinary moment, and
In the most discouraging momentRelax in this moment
Be who you are
Relax as it is
As you are
In this moment
It is right here
You are right here
You are always right
In this momentThe grace of being here
Is that you have this moment
To know and reflect
That what you are being
Is the person you have become
To reach this momentIs the being you have become to reach this moment
The person you will be in the next?Peace be with you.
<><><><><><><><><><><><><><><> 08/15/13 date written uncertain

I will just sit here
Practicing doing nothing
Novice to master
<><><><><><><><><><><><><><><> 07/25/2013Everything depends
on affection it defines
worth of everything
<><><><><><><><><><><><><><><> 08/04/13There is much more than
The dome of the sky above
Shining beyond stars
<><><><><><><><><><><><><><><> 08/14/13All around us now
Opportunities abound
For kindness and grace
<><><><><><><><><><><><><><><> 08/14/13 -
She spends each day
She spends each day
In life’s struggles
of work,
unemployment,
homelessness,
ambitions foregone,
and children distressed.She lies down each night
With the one she loves
He is the one who shares her concerns
For their children
They love their children as the best parents will
And they look to her, and him, as protectors and guardians.She sleeps each night with joy at her side
And the nearest thing to heaven
Is resting in the other room
Life should be blessed – in that which matters.
All struggles are less to those who are blessed
All effort is well spent when built upon such blessings. -
It’s good to have hope on your team (and penny too)
The hawk sits tired
On a post; ruffled feathers
Sometimes too much wind
<><><><><><><><><><><><><> 05/24/13The flame of compassion
Is started by generosity
Borne in our own experience of need
Kept alight by
The wind of desire
To be better than we areA fire shared among people
Who, together, become
A towering blaze
Of life giving warmth in the world(inspired by Piero Ferrucci, “The Power of Kindness”)
<><><><><><><><><><><><><> 06/01/13
By way of a chance
Hidden quality is born
Showing reality
<><><><><><><><><><><><><> 06/10/13I have a daily dose
Of pain and heartache
Shared and passed onLife is not pain and sorrow
Life has pain and sorrow
Life is not goodness and happiness
Life has goodness and happinessPain and goodness
Sorrow and happiness
Are caused by attachments
Hanging memories on our beingI have a daily dose
Of compassion and wonderment
Shared and passed onRandom acts of kindness
Senseless bouts of cruelty
Daily struggles
And nightly dreams
Such are the things of life
Hanging memories on our being
<><><><><><><><><><><><><> 06/14/13A haiku lover’s
Watch only has the numbers
Five and seven there
<><><><><><><><><><><><><> 06/23/13Pronunciation
Intelligibility
Articulation
<><><><><><><><><><><><><> 06/24/13 -
What love is
Love is a spite.
Its devotion knows no bounds;
Neither high nor low.
Love is an integration of souls.
Love is an interminable commitment of fidelity.
Love pushes all our buttons and expects us to reset them
So they can be pushed again.Love is a spite with a certainty
that no matter how much
of your hurt and sadness and frustration is expressed as anger,
No matter what, it holds on to me and you, and you and me.
Nobody told us it would be exactly like this,
But they sure told us it would be a journey.
We heard “for better or for worse” our whole lives.
And lo and behold they both happened again and again.Love has the spite to prove to you that
I’ll hold on to you no matter what.
Love is just stubborn that way.
Love is never violent. It never hurts for hurting sake.
Love never destroys itself nor the other person.Love can be unkind at times
Because love trusts in its reciprocity
That hurt and sadness can be overcome in its very being.
My love is my love in spite of myself after all this time.
The love I receive in return is the same,
Full, complete, complex and in spite of it all.I love you in spite of myself.
I love you in spite of yourself.
There is a connection deep and unexplainable
Which brings our souls together.
In each of our minds we are committed to the other.
As time goes by the connection is stronger.The meaning of fidelity is manifest in spite of all that happens.
Our minds and our souls and our lives experiences
Are so intertwined that the two cannot be less than together.
Even if we are apart the connection remains strong and mysterious.
This is what we have made by choice and chance and spite.
If we love in spite of ourselves, and if we take away the spite,
All that is left is the connection of our love.
<><><><><><><><><><><><><> 05/19/13 -
Information and Referral
Shadows under vines
Shade obvious suffering
For those living there
<><><><><><><><><><><><><> 05/16/13Homeless not hopeless
Chin up day to day despite
Chance and circumstance
<><><><><><><><><><><><><>Lives lived in places
Near to all but far away
Looking for relief
<><><><><><><><><><><><><>Handful of dollars
Grimy product still needed
If you want nice things
<><><><><><><><><><><><><>Welfare office wait
Kindness of humanity
Inadequate dole
<><><><><><><><><><><><><>Giving and getting
The stuff of life’s renewal
Given by kind hands
<><><><><><><><><><><><><>How do we sustain
The good of each person seen?
Respect and kindness -
Found haiku and the road less traveled
Two blue butterflies
On a beautiful blue bridge
being butterflies
<><><><><><><><><><><><><> 06/05/08Some grow anywhere
Sun nor cold will belay them
Rosemary and spurge.<><><><><><><><><><><><><> 09/07/12
Does God ever apologize?
Is fate ever just?
Is happenstance really chance?
Or does fate drive our circumstance?
If happenstance and fate met along the way
which road would they choose?
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