Category: Poems

  • Change is a struggle to become

    Hot summer days bring
    Creosote memories of
    Shimmering desert
    Desert in Cathedral City south of I - 10 Freeway
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    about Carolyn L.

    Another day in life
    Making things better giving
    Advise from afar
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    Summer wisps of smoke
    Portend the blaze of dry grass
    Like thoughts lost to wind
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    Brisk morning breezes
    Blow on the back of my neck
    Chilly but alive
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    Change is not a choice
    Change is a struggle to become
    Something different
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    Orion returns
    In September ready to
    Wrest kindness from wrath
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    Loriel makeup
    Remover, drumsticks, beer. Oops
    Shopping not haiku
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    In the absence of evidence, convenient theories rush in.

    C.J. Chivers on Fresh Air

    <><><><><><><><><><><><><> 07/27/11

  • When the heart is full

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    Desert memory
    The hawk is on the hammock
    Family legend
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    Summer in the north
    We drove home in drizzly fog
    Outside like inside
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    When the heart is full
    Can’t take more input without
    Putting out something
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    Above the desert
    Rise over the forest line
    Breathe the mountain air

    Based on Letters of the Scattered Brotherhood #lsb
    <><><><><><><><><><><><><> 07/16/11

  • Weary summer

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    Summer’s holiday
    The rushing Russian River
    Loss of one so dear.
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    What kind of debt is that
    When a man gives his life
    Trying to save the woman he loves.
    What kind of debt must she feel
    And what legacy has he created
    A debt is not guilt
    It is an obligation to honor
    By giving a full life.

    Qué clase de deuda es
    que Cuando un hombre da su vida
    que Trata de guardar la mujer que adora.
    Qué clase de deuda debe se siente Y lo
    que legado tiene creó UNA deuda no es culpa
    es una obligación de honorar dando una
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    Summer front yard
    The green sprigs of spring
    Are now dry stalks of summer
    Like youth’s ambition
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    Ask humility
    A life in purgatory
    Shows me the hard way
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    Billowing more clouds
    Does the wind get tired out there
    Going with the flow?
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    Masochistic fool
    Who would ever buy a cat?
    Asking for trouble
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  • Late May and June 2011 Haiku Notebook

    Off to the east shone
    A glistening pyramid
    Sunset reflection
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    We set out for once
    To be spontaneous
    We’ll plan that again
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    I arrived safely
    Am ensconced in a blue chair
    Thus Monday begins
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    Try to have some fun
    Responses could be in haiku
    Make thinking funner.
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    The only thing we
    Can see moving fast is the
    Clouds in the blue sky
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    On Mars the spirit
    Finally faded and failed.
    On Earth it’s still here
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    “What one comes to understand in the pursuit of science
    is the vastness of our ignorance.”
    David Eagleman, author of Incognito, The secret lives of the brain.
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    Our love falls off as
    Petals in the winds of time
    Lose their blessed scent
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    Love falls in the wind
    Like dried leaves blown along
    By forces of time.
    121108 Winter light 10
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    The forest green bus
    Moving up and down the road
    Freedom comes or not
    081303 Chuckwalla State Prison bus
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    Loves gentle moment
    Awaiting some refreshment
    Hiding in a smile
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    An angel spread her
    Wings and flew away today
    To a better place
    (Thank you Kate Davis-Shabel for all you did)
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    White clouds pretty day
    Silver lining if ever
    I saw one nearby.
    Sprinklers in the clouds
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    My favorite things
    Together in the same place
    Haiku on GovLoop
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    Here we sit typing
    Just hangin’ out in the fog
    Summertime city
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    Nothing happening
    Nothing to report right now.
    Up to the minute.
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    Like running ideas
    Mysterious mid day forms
    Shadows of the steam
    (upon observing steam shadows off the top of UCSF)
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    A fresh white poppy
    Flowers in the morning light
    California
    A white poppy -Flowers in the morning light
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    Fog rolls in the bay
    Hiding the golden gate bridge
    Like words hiding truth
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    Summer has solstice
    Longest day light of the year
    Warming heart and soul
    Longest day light
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    You can always be
    Unclad under the solstice
    Moon – Natural wonder
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    On solstice or not
    San Francisco summer now
    Fog just rolling in
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    Spiritual care
    Comes in to raise the spirits
    If they are too low
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    Smiling, she said, “You’re
    Funny but not amusing.
    Just peculiar.”
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    I saw two hawks today.
    One came down
    And stood on the ground
    To see me.
    I asked, “Where have you been?
    My hope has flown away.”
    The hawk stared,
    Then looked away,
    Shuffling his feet
    Like the ground was not where he wanted to stay.
    The second hawk it glided by
    And flapped impatiently.
    The hawk on the ground
    Just looked around
    But failed to answer me.
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    The hawk flew higher
    Up through fog ever rising
    To reach sun soaked sky.
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    A few inspired by the Time Paradox, by Zimbardo & Boyd

    Every life is a
    Race with time and a battle
    Against not being.

    Life is a race with,
    And a battle against, time
    Marvel and wonder.

    Whenever we look
    Happiness is the present
    Choice in ideal time
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    Excellent idea
    Play for a day, say hooray
    Yippee skippy do!
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    I just had to say
    A okay, okie dokey
    Like a big goof ball
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  • Photos from friends who inspired

    The strong branches reach
    Into a cloud filled blue sky
    Years of strength realized.
    California Oak
    Quaking Oats
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    Stunning as can be
    done in the land of blue sky.
    orange light intrigue
    shaded autumn preview
    photo by http://www.flickr.com/photos/raparker/
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  • Patience still shines through

    Ghostly white egret
    Made late twilight passage
    A brief glimpse then gone.
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    Long shadows and a
    Golden haze bring on the dusk
    Sonoma sunset
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    I wish I could take
    The mistakes that mystics make
    And understand them
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    Through each of our trials
    Patience still shines through like a
    Glowing corona
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  • May 2011

    First and foremost a
    Loving presence is vital
    Found through a prayer
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    Strange wet day out here
    I hope I am not too strange
    Strange people abound
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    Off to the east shone
    A glistening pyramid
    Sunset reflection
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    We set out for once
    To be spontaneous
    We’ll plan that again
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    I arrived safely
    Am ensconced in a blue chair
    Thus Monday begins
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    Try to have some fun
    Responses could be in haiku
    Make thinking funner.
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    Friday clothing choice
    Polka dots or some argyle
    Funny but it’s true
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    The only thing we
    Can see moving fast is the
    Clouds in the blue sky
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  • April 2011

    Springtime renewal
    Cherry blossoms returning
    Amongst the new rubble
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    Life brings us to this
    Eating peanuts with a fork
    Signs of the absurd.
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    Job cursed the Lord God
    On the morning he was saved
    The Creator shrugged.
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    Young men watch car shows
    Waiting
    Old men play scrabble
    For
    Young women text someone
    The
    Old women shuffle up the hall
    Time
    All those who wait
    To
    Pass the days and nights
    Be
    Ready for the next thing.
    Ready
    To happen in their life

    At the hospital.
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    Looking to the blue sky.
    See if the heavenly
    Father is gazing down.

    It’s been a hell of a year.
    Some have come closer to hell than others.

    Why does a good person
    Who spends her days serving others suffer
    While others who seem less deserving
    Have apparent security.

    What lessons there are will emerge
    When we are ready to see them.
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    In billowing clouds
    Over Mount Saint Helena
    Other days drift by
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    Her memory was full
    Only three percent remains
    No messages saved
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    The wind through the trees
    The branches bouncing
    The hawk holds back an appearance
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    The trees swaying at
    their roots strong and intertwined
    move, not break, in winds
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    The hawk just showed up
    Watching, drifting right on by
    Using the wind stream
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    Get off the freeway
    Listen to the frogs living
    In the divider
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    In my dark backyard
    Stars shine many miles away
    From all my problems
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    She announced she had
    Cookies in her pajamas
    Happy little crumbs
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    I love the late light
    Long shadows of waning day
    Well spent hours of life.
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  • March 2011

    Haiku to you… panavatar

    Poetry all night
    My eyes they glaze over now
    inspiration found?
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    Long term couples learn
    That we’re just two of a kind
    in different ways
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    I’d say things cannot
    get any worse but I know
    otherwise today
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    The sun still shines in Japan
    And the sky is blue
    A dark cloud mysteriously blocks out the light
    Deep under water the planet cracks
    And a vortex spins
    The earth shakes and vibrates through millions of lives
    The sun still shines in Japan
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    I screw up laxatives
    And stool softeners
    Then catch shit for doing it
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    What is needed is
    A serious inversion
    Of all our thinking.

    (Block 172)
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    Back to bags and beeps
    Headlands and clouds draw the gaze
    Another phase starts
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    In purgatory
    The time passes painfully
    With uncertainty
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    Orion places me on the planet
    But the planet moves continuously
    I can’t change
    Change is so hard for each person
    We are what we were
    We became what we were meant to be
    We were meant to be what we tried to be
    And what our stumbled path led us into
    Change, space, place, and self
    Being now, living now, listening now
    How?
    I can’t express myself except sideways
    Through poetry which no one reads or cares about
    Listening being wondering
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    Can a person be
    Hypervigilante and yawn
    at the same time?
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  • Field Notes from a Compassionate Life

    Things written while reading Marc Ian Barasch’s book

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    Unpretentious
    Loving kindness is revealed
    In our forgiveness
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    I pray for an extreme application of the principle of Christian mercy.

    [pp 244]
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    Throughout our shared lives
    As humans we rely on
    Improbable hope.
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    Children know how to
    Open their unguarded hearts
    Like no one else can.
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    You in me in you
    In order to understand
    Me in you in me.

    [pp 322]
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    Unconditional
    Love more than anything else is
    Overpowering.
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    You in me in you
    A common stream of virtue
    We in us flowing.
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    Human compassion
    Resonating our concern
    For all other things.

    [pp 322]
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